Sunday, May 31, 2009

camp fire chats

This past week I have been spending my nights in a weather-sport tent in the chilly Colorado weather. I loved every moment of our trip out there. Something really incredible happens when you stand in the middle of God's creation. Not just to stand, but to stand embracing what is around, turning off your cell phone or your iPod [or music playing device of your choice], putting down your camera, tuning out conversation, not thinking about what is happening tomorrow, but standing and focusing on how beautifully God has expressed His creativity all over this planet. It's humbling and refreshing. Another really neat part of the trip is camping out with a bunch of high school seniors, excuse me: high school graduates. Camp fires seem to naturally draw people together and this week one of my favorite moments happened Monday night around the camp fire. Our whole group started out seated in a circle and four of the seniors led a devotion. Then we toasted marshmallows until they were golden and delicious. As the night grew later, the circle seemed to be getting smaller and eventually there were only ten of us left circled close around the warm fire. Some of the students had already gone to bed and others were just tucked into their sleeping bags to get out of the cold. As we laughed and made surface conversation, one of the students looked up from the fire and said, "Let's talk about something controversial." So the conversation began...I believe the topic that sparked it all was predestination/freewill. I don't want to give you a script of what was said or all the different opinions that came together that night. But I do want to share the end result, which was, as each person began to share their thoughts and questions, one topic inevitably led into another thought or question. About an hour into our camp fire chat, I realized that we were meeting with the genuine hearts of our students. They felt free to speak honestly and openly about where they were. It was such a reminder to me of how important community is. And in that same thought, how important it is to be vulnerable with one another. It was so neat to have the privilege to ask them hard questions, to encourage them with truth, and to watch them open up and to hear how God is stirring something so much bigger in them. After about two and a half hours of discussion we ended with the thought that God has to be our deepest passion. And as His chosen people we must be convinced that a relationship with him, through Jesus, is the best thing that could ever happen.

Friday, May 22, 2009

lately.

life lately has definitely been a whirlwind of transition. the following things have happened in the last two weeks:
  • my sister, ashley, graduated from winthrop
  • moved out of my apartment in auburn
  • moved back in with my madre in huntsville
  • continued to raise support for hk
  • officially started my internship at willowbrook

i am more than excited to be plugged back into the student ministry at willowbrook. over the past three years i have had the opportunity to build great relationships with the high school students. tomorrow @ 6 a.m. we are headed to colorado for a week with the senior class. [just in case you are wondering: yes, we are driving] i am sure there will be many fun memories to share.

during this whole transition, one of the most encouraging things has been to know there are people supporting me and praying for me during the next few months. for those of you who have committed to giving for the sake of the gospel in hong kong: thank you. for those of you who have committed to praying for our team and the students in hong kong: thank you. i appreciate you so much.

Friday, May 15, 2009

overwhelmed

I am overwhelmed. In the best possible way, completely overwhelmed. As I spent most of the afternoon alone today, I found myself thinking about the love of God. How it is deep, wide, high, far, strong, resilient, peaceful, unchanging, great, and perfect is the love of God. There is no replacement or substitute. There is no articulation to ever properly express it's magnitude. There is no measure for the lengths it covers to meet us. There is nothing like it. We humans, we will search. We will seek out every empty pleasure and try to satiate this hunger we have for something more. Don't be fooled to think that this world will not try to detour you. There is no doubt that flashy lights and sparkly new things will give us some distorted sense of identity. But when we come to the end of ourselves, this love, it meets our broken vessels in the darkest night and makes us new again. When there is nothing left to cling to, it extends hope and purpose. This love is deep enough to consume you. This love is wide enough to separate your sin as far as the east is from the west. This love is high enough to extend to the heavens. This love reaches far enough to bring life out of the depths of a heart of stone. This love is strong enough to withstand whatever may happen in our time on earth. This love is resilient enough to rebuild our broken lives. This love brings peace that surpasses understanding. This love is unchanging. This love is great enough to reconcile us back to God through the cross. This love is perfect. As I find myself sitting under the weight of it's magnitude, I am compelled.

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

goodbye 453

sorry for the lack of posts this past week.
as i've started to transition from auburn to huntsville, i've found that my mind is in a thousand different places. yesterday i officially moved out of my apartment in auburn with the help of my sweet dad. around 4:30 yesterday afternoon i met a blissful feeling while looking around at my clean, empty apartment:
then i woke up this morning in huntsville and realized i have some downsizing to do:
rest assured, there will be a more thoughtful post about this time soon, but right now i'm still processing what all this means. back to organizing my life...

Sunday, May 3, 2009

just wonderin'.

why is the ocean so big?
perspective:
the deepest known part of the ocean: the mariana trench: 35,840 ft. below sea level.

Friday, May 1, 2009

check

i really like making lists. and so i have made this list of things i'd like to do before i leave for hong kong. sweet hannah checked one of the things off my list this week when she took me to see ray lamontange in birmingam. the show was one of the best i've ever been to. great venue. great music. great friend. thanks han han.